A few days ago I was in Superdrug and I tossed a bunch of things into E's stroller (pram). When I finished paying I noticed my fake eyelashes were still in the bottom of the stroller. I decided to walk out anyway and got such a rush from it!

So yesterday I went to Boots and decided to do the same thing. I got different kind this time. :O

2008-10-06 050

Today I took a necklace.

2008-10-06 046

It DID say GOTTA HAVE IT on the label. I almost chickened out at the cash this time but then though FUCK IT!

OMG where did this come from!? Who steals from GEORGE for christssakes? I have NEVER KNOWINGLY shoplifted anything before.

Anyway!

Everyday I make myself look as glam as possible to go to breakfast downstairs with the business men and women and the odd visitor to Liverpool. We eat our crossants and bacon and teeny slices of pink grapefruit and chunks of fresh honeycomb among the busy people before G heads to his office (withen sight of the hotel).

I've been watching them; wedding parties, groups of friends, couples, people here on business mostly. I watch them come and go and here we stay.

Indefinately apparently. G spoke to the lawyers on the Canadian end of the deal and they are not optimistic saying it could be 3-6 weeks yet.

I spend my days wandering round Liverpool with E, shopping and enjoying being a tourist in a city I've lived in on and off for 7 years.

We take turns going outside to smoke a J in the evening when E's sound asleep. Getting high outside this place is a trip in itself. The city has such a buzz, sort of like electricity in the air. Plus this hotel is fucking weird.

{where I live now}

2008-10-06 219

I didn't weigh myself this week; the scales were packed. I've slipped into the smallest jeans I own (tags on) yesterday which suprised me. I catch my own reflection and don't immideatly reccognise myself which on top of everything else going on in my life makes things ever more surreal.

I'm meant to visit W this weekend but there are some issues complication that. G is jealous of me getting away, spending money and insecure about W, which is just sillyness and I'm not even sure I believe he IS insecure and not just using it as a reason to get out of taking care of E this weekend, which he has NEVER willingly done for more than a couple of hours.

RANT OVER! TIRED!