Hoorhey and I have been texting back and forth a few times a say, that is, he sends me a playful, flirty text and I play along.
He's a sexy guy, open, confidant been through some stuff and genuinely seems to have taken the best from the situations he's met with. He has a upbeat personality and we get each others silly jokes. Mostly.
It's odd because although I am now aware of the fact that I had never properly dated a black guy before Hoorhey(I had accepted several numbers and gone round to the guy in my building, who is black) I didn't feel weird about it at all. He's very easy to get along with.
So do I see myself touching his junk?
Not sure.
If I'm honest, I'm thinking about Surf. But I LOVE being able to date! I LOVE going out at any point in time and knowing that I could meet someone, anyone and anything could be possible, you know? I've never had this feeling before. And it's being slightly ruined, not gonna lie, by thoughts of a boy who doesn't like me.
I sent him a text during the thunderstorm yesterday; something about missing one hell of a storm.
Every time Surf and I have seen eachother, there's been a thunderstorm. I'm not sure if it has anything to do with me or not to be honest. Not consciously anyway.
He's on gchat but not msn, we last used gchat but we always previously used msn. I didn't message him, just sat there idle for 25 or so minutes. STILL nothing from him so I logged off gchat.
I don't know why I leave it up to him.
